His Ego~ness..

OMG Can you believe it?

 I finally had the courage to tell the guy that I be moving on and I be letting him go.. outta my mind..and I have some new guy who is seriously into me ... and I want to be dating that new guy. Told him honestly  that I have waited in vain for him all this time and I want to see people who really are into me, and not the half-baked discussions on his plans to be with me... and his Response!! OO but we already know each other..... (and that's good enough for him.. ) Why?... why need to talk often and see each other at all... need to go dating? Need to fall-in-love??? ??before marriage?. (In My thoughts ....Duh!!!!!!  OMG!!! Excuse me! Hellow!!! Me NOT a Baby machine okay! that you say okay yah we get married and create offsprings coz am good enough GENE stock for him.. Yikes!!) and my mind went like .. mmm Yeah right! ..after u get the kids and then you gonna kick me out on my cute lil butt...

Guess what his reaction was....When I carefully informed him that due to the weird way that it was arranged and that expectations were high from external parties.. I  gently mentioned and hinted that we were not right for each other and will not get along.. ztztztztz .... He laughed out loud and asked me whether am I joking?!!!  He said that we are only waitng for the right time to get hitch and that am too impatient ?  OO OO OOOO the gall of that guy!!  and he is saying that am rejecting him and that am being unreasonable? Helllow?!!  Excuse me... WE never even got started in the first place.  Okay that was two weeks ago. After my phone call, he called me back and met up with me on the same day and went for lunch with me .. okay fine.. nice lunch ...I pretty much kept quiet most of the time, didn't open the funny weird  topic on the phone... wow he did put his moves on me.... Like!! Wow.. as if am his Darling-ness already .. soo attentive, so gentlemanly, so polite.. then Bang ahh he had  to be some place else .. he have other things to do, previously planned for the day. Mmmmmm,  okay Bye Handsome! See you around!...

And no calls no text messages.. then Boom he called me , telling me that I promised to go out with him for a date that nite!.. Errrrrrrrr excuse mua..   mmm Politely and gently turn him down ..but he said "  Is that the way to treat your husband?" hehehehe damn needed to control my voice from screaming and sounding squeeky and irrational likea Mad Woman.. . anddddd he  kept pushing me to go out with him .. saying am a person who doesn't keep to her promises .. shaikes!!! so I told him the next nite wud be fine with me...coz anyway I was pretty excited but I was oustation so had to decline..  and......mmmmm


Well to cut the story short... he came .. we went to a hang-out place, where am not a regular .. and well whatdaya know!!!!! I kept on stressing how we are soo wrong for each other and he was like saying we are soooo good together ...and I kept repeating that we can be good friends ,  but not a good couple and he kept insisting that we can get along very very well indeed and able to communicate welll tooo.. and that he is really putting a lot of his effort into this thing and that am doing NIL  but but but there is a catch ... mmmm He said I have an attitude that needs to be corrected and then only will he be able to accept me . Aarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. I wanna knock my head to the wall ... knock knock knock  and shoot myself ...bang bang bang !!!! But like always, I kept my cool composure showing all sweet smiles and humouring him and jokingly making other sweet conversations... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr internally I was burning with the urgh!!!


At the end of the nite outing ... I said my goodbyes by telling him to take care and keep in touch as friends at least, as we are not meant to be together ...  And his respond was.... " We can be together only if YOU change....and put  away your Ego" ...   I gag ..... Errrkkkkk .. (Exasperating isn't it... arghhhh ... )

Well  Que Sera Sera.. He can go fly kite ... lalalalalalala

and I just blew my top and resolved on budgeting et ce ra and went shopping for my self pampering routine..... emmmmmm sweeet  sweeet sweet   shopping  .. (~__~) The best revenge is to Look our most  Gorgeous Attractive Self...

I think that I will have to work smarter and harder on getting moolah to pay off the damage done to my credit card ... mmm definitely