OMG!!!!! Well I have been having a nice sweet relaxing time until now ... and being asked softly to put in
more effort in my work place was
really a surprise to me.. and was angry at first . My mind went skeltering to the
most negative scenario... my boss wants me to resign on my own, my colleague is backstabbing me, et ce tra. Talked to some friends and yes they agreed with me giving me the support I wanted but then one friend scolded
me for being so negative and ooops being childish too!!!
Dang .. my blood wanted to run high!!! But then I composed myself, stop for a sec and start to think on how to have Gratitude in this situation. And I did some intensive inner dialogue and yah I have to admit that I have been lazing around in the office doing nothing acting busy and have learnt nothing all this time and realisation hit me that I HAVE been wasting precious time playing around and lazing around. Its not about anything but my laziness ... I should have been self-learning all this time. and It has to come to this situation that I am approached by the Boss saying hey what have you been doing? Anyway its embarrassing but I do really need to do some work ... Hey I am grateful for that friend who scolded me that am being very negative and childish and lazy.......
I should have been using all that time to self-learned. Actually I did start some while ago but never continued ... ahhh me lazy bum have to work some hard ...
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