I haven't written anything for soo long... been sad and listless.. been imagining days gone past..on shopping sprees.. blowing few thousands in a day.. just for the fun of it.. on shopping and not seeing anything suitable but hey buying on the whim ...Ahhhh those were the days ....shopping... pampering ...facials.. masssages.. manicure .. pedicure ..and travelling to foreing lands ... mmmmm .. was I really happy those times?
I am actually happier now but still I miss those times .. If only I am at this emotional state of mind and at that financial state.. I think I would have been so so happy .. with time on my hands free to do anything and with lots of money to enjoy lifes luxuries! ..My dream .. My secret desires.. time and money for me to use as I so desire, when can I reach that level of happiness?
Been checking my fortune ... trying to decipher on my Ba Zi numbers Phat Chee? o whatever ... but trying to see in the future whether I can be there? LOL , how impatient I am. But it does look like a Great future awaits me! ... mmm problem is my now , my today... I want to reach that dream so much ... I get so stressed out. Owwww! I have to drag myself from my sweet memories and focus on the present. Trouble now , am in Hell......
I have the task on clearing my erhemmmmm run-in with the Income Taxes... more like smack!!!!! You owe the government this much of Income Tax! Wharrrrtttt? !!! Damn, I thought, that was all taken care of back then with monthly deductions from my Income. Luckily, I can extend the monthly payback time ....TGFT! Therrreeee is a light at the end of the tunnel.