Friday 20 August 2010

Faith....

"Would you dare make the leap of faith and up-root from where you are currently and leave behind everything that you currently have in that place?

Eventhough its seems the scariest thing to do in the world... To find something more meaningful in life , I made the decision to change the path in my life .. Money Wise I have so much more less than I am used to , I have less, considering now I am nearly almost living on handouts .. hehehehehe, But what I have gain is tremendously much much more than what I had to let go.

I have attain a  blissful life... (~__~)  I am filled and surrounded with  love and warmth  that has been kinda missing in my life for all those years... The feeling of being safe, loved and having the security net around me ...  I made the decision back few years ago. The catalyst was the Alpha Course which changed my perspective on life.  To attain what fulfills me in life on a daily basis.. That is,  To let go,  Let go of all my worldy concerns and worries and  put my Trust In The Lord , Jesus. simple , right?

Yea Yea, some  people might say we should not be complacent , we should not be coddled in life as that would make us lazy people..But why does it have to be a harsh, hard, unloving, and  cold life?  Why choose Living a life of misery to Living a Life of Bliss and Joy and Happiness? We still can  continue going after what we dream of in life .. coz we can never stop dreaming and we will never stop living...  It is soo much more better making the journey with an Appreciative, Grateful, Happy and Positive Attitude  . Though life is not sunshine and happiness daily but when we are filled to the brim with Blissfulness,  it is so much easier to take on Life's challenges head on.  Of course there those times that are black days and depressive days but with Family and Good Friends surrounding me, ahhhh  great to be able to wash off the black moods .. with laughter and happy moments.. plus the occassional Happy drink ... In as much, I am still in need of lotsa; faith, confidence, and endurance too. Nobody is perfect.  Everyone just like you and me is doing to the best of their abillities in daily life. So Get a Great Appreciative Attitude  and don't be a hard-arse to others.

 O and I did a whole lot of shopping and spending ... and treats to myself and treats to whomever who accepted my invitations,  with a God send gift package .. ehehehehe I am being Grateful everyday and Thanking God for all the nice bit of surprises that's like an avalanche coming into my life.

 Cheers!


"Let your mind and heart urge you on; allow the power of your will  to lead you to your destination." ~Anon


Monday 2 August 2010

The Unforgettable Date..

Unforgetatable Date.... am sure you are thinking that I be writing about my best date ever but .. hahaha its just the opposite.. It was so bad that I keep on thinking about it till today.. On why ever in hell did I let myself myself into that Worst Date Ever of my life..

Well the usual scenario would be like this cartoon...! I would be having the pleasure of being impressed by the guy , and would be testing how high the guy would jump rope for me ! hehehehe..



I have been wine and dine and wine and dine many times and easily forgetabble dates. Just that this   unforgetabble date is with someone I kinda have  "Great Expectations On ..." well maybe coz of the Great Expectation"  it was the worst furthest from the expectations..




Summarised version..
For one, I had to wait for one hour for the guy to arrive, was actually asked to wait at several different locations,  and no apologise for lateness, never asking  me how I am , rude to the waitress,   immediately went on a dialogue about himself.  and all about him.  What a bummer... (~__~)








It would have not mattered where it was or the lateness of the arrival , would have been forgivable if only ...  , just prefereably ,  the guy would be more of a  Great Guy? ..  I really am not expecting much ...Just a normal, average,  Guy Guy! ..